Whispers of the night

USPA NEWS - Whispers of the night stay away from me
Can't you see what you've done to me ?
Look at my eyes ; all tired and sad
Is it my fault that I am feeling bad ?!
Oh whispers of the night spare me please
I am trying to get some sleep, I need to live please
What do you want from me, tell me
Now that I lost what's the importance of me ?
I am screaming in pain, I am begging you
Leave me alone what's wrong with you ?
Stop blaming me I didn't choose to live this way
What do you mean by I am the one who got in the way
I was a little dreamy girl in a small family
Loving everyone and trying to help endlessly
Who thought that family would end up like this
Separated and lost in a cruel world like this
When it all started I was depressed
I was sad, lost and always stressed
There was no idea, I haven´t already used

I didn´t believe what happened, I was confused !
My parents were fighting, my siblings were hiding !
And I was there in the middle standing
Oh whispers of the night do you think I had a choice
Oh whispers of the night stop annoying me with that voice
I can't handle the crying anymore, its not nice
I was divided into two, why do I have to pay the price !
Soon my parents got divorced and my soul broke a little
But I was still there, standing in the middle
Oh whispers of the night what do you blame me for ?
Is it because I helped mom and opened the door ?
She was scared, broken and sad
She didn't want us to stay without a dad
But I couldn't handle that suffering anymore
I blamed myself day and night, please no more !
My dad wasn't a bad man at all
He just got lost with bad people that's all.
Well, that's what I used to believe
But he didn't fail to deceive
After a lot of suffering and crying
We moved on and started living
But a scar will always be there
And the bad thoughts will still be there

But it was for the best of us
We had no one to help or care for us
Only our mom who I opened the door to
Whispers of the night do you still blame me for this too ?
For looking out for my siblings ?
For staying strong in all those days ?
When the truth was that I was in so much pain
I am still I am today and I still cry in the rain
I ask myself everyday what could have gone wrong
Oh whispers of the night you're doing it wrong
Instead of blaming me and taking away my peace
Why don't you answer me and help me release !
Release myself from the chains I made
Before my soul adapts the black shade
I am tired but I keep going forward
Hoping to have a happy ending afterward